December 2010
Reblog If You're Ending 2010 Single.
wesdam:
And probably 2011 as well :/
"This morning, a girl called me ugly."
peanutsidolike:
“I was about to keep to myself, when I remembered how my friend committed suicide. I turned around to her and said, “I think you’re beautiful too.” She stared at me and started crying. I hugged her. Behind every horrible word is a reason. Thank you.”
^ Thats fantastic. I really like this sixbillionsecrets thing. Its nice.
“you can’t swim in a town this shallow.”
don’t you love when people turn out to be a complete stranger when you thought you knew them better than the back of your own hand? you think you know someone. jeez. i thought you were better than that kyle brokar. breakin my heart. oh well. there’s better out there :]
Birthday Dinner.
Went fantastic, we went to Olive Garden, yum <3
Anyways, we ate way, way too many plates of soup, and salad and one too many
breadsticks before our actual entrees, causing us to become past overstuffed. I
threw up twice right after outside in the parking lot, classy huh? Haha. But it went
good,after that. I loved it. I love my family. <3 Currently packing my whole damn
closet into one...
“nothing is really wrong with her, she just wants to love herself.”
18th birthday:]
is this sunday, dec.19. pretty stoked. going out for dinner with my family on saturday, then leaving for mexico on sunday. car crash paranoia, go away :[
creeper...?
never, ever walking to albertson’s from school at 7 in the morning by myself. that guy was fuckng creeepy as fuck. i have these ripped jeans i’m wearing and the guy was like oh damn there’s room for me in there wink, wink. and then he fucking offered to go to the park with me um EWWWWW. haha i ran out of there sooo fast. fuck haha.
2am.
its nearly 2 in the morning and i cant seem to fall asleep:/ i think ive gotten used to going to bed at 5am then again the thought of neko being here in a little over two weeks is not helping me sleep…im so excited fuck haha. i love you baby, i cant fucking wait. alright time to try falling asleep again:/
lately...
i haven’t had any human interaction other than my immediate family, buuuut
today a good friend came and chilled for a while, it was nice. i really should try
getting out more, it’s not doing my any good following the same routine i’ve been
following for the past few weeks. time for change. :]
late.
Have you ever woken up to someone and smiled? yeah, i have:]
Have you ever broken a mirror? haha, not that i know of.
Are your nails painted right now? my thumbnails ha.
Have you ever burned yourself? plenty of times :[
Are promises important to you? if they come from someone who means a lot, then yes. Do you honestly think you could last a week without a computer or...
deprivation.
i just love how lately, the only thing i’ve done after school, literally the only thing I’ve done is get home, go to my room, crash and wake up around 10-midnight and then wake up and stay up till like 4 in the morning. something needs to change. NOW.