seriously fucking done being a fucking whale.
i am getting healthy and gonna look
good. well body wise, cause my
face is forever ugly L O L.
bye.
guy’s sleepy/tired voices are so sexy.
god i love you. you make me a happy person.
can’t wait for what’s coming :]
<3
whoever this person is, they are
pretending to be my dead best friend.
it is beyond fucked up to fake someone who is dead.
it’s fucking low of someone to do this.
please, please report him.
if you do report him, and it asks for the name of who they are impersonating,
it was Christopher J. Kaufmann or Cj Kaufmann, you can put both. and
please let me know if you did.
i cant fucking stand it anymore.
i didnt give up when i said i was gonna give up on you. nor when i was just about ready to, ive never, not once fucking given up.
but its too much these days
i’m hurting without you. i ache to hear your voice just one more goddamn fucking time
why.
why me.
fuck.
are you dead? alive? in jail? did
kaela consume your every thought and take over you again?
kaine you have my number. you have my facebook,
my tumblr, my everything. if you’re alive, please fucking end my worries and
reach out to me…just to let me know you’re okay….please.
wow. reality check bro. i’m not on this earth to take care of your every
want and need and to please you. fuck off. ugh.
i hate how you just left like you did.
i hate how you said you’d come back and
you’d get back to me.
i hate the fact that it’s been well over 6 months
since you said that to me. you haven’t come back once.
i hate that i love you more than anything, or anyone.
i hate that you lost yourself to the world of drugs.
i hate that you felt you had to shoot up, and or snort every night.
i hate that kayla fucked you over so bad.
i hate that i fell in love with you.
despite your hundreds of flaws.
i hate that you loved me too, i know you did, and you still walked away.
i hate the fact, that there is a very big chance you’re dead…and the fact
that i just might be a selfish bitch if you are. i hate that i have not
heard your voice comfort me over the phone for 8 hours straight.
i hate that i miss you so bad.
kaine. your tumblr is still up, but you deleted everything else.
where are you. we were moving to new york in july.
what happened. why did you leave me like this…
if you’re reading this…please know i care for you more than
i’ve ever cared for anyone…i miss you. and come back to me.
i..love you.
so excited to get my paycheck friday.
i’m gonna get paid $474.
so.fucking.excited.
the only thing im not excited about
on friday is having to work 6 am to 3.
fuuuuck that is gonna suck!
should prepare myself for this rollercoaster of feelings I’m about to endure. the one ex I still love and care for is back..and like I have done every three months for the last two or three years..ill be stupid and fall for him again because of how much I love him…fuck you corbin. please stay for once.
